started smoking and snorting
meth a few months ago. SWIM takes paxil
40mg a day and the occasional klonopin
. When SWIM first started, he stopped taking his paxil the 2 days he planned to use but was reminded of his the paxil withdrawl possibility from stopping, even for 2 days. SWIM knows about ssri
withdrawl and such having tried to cold turkey
them awhile back(heh big mistake for SWIM).
So SWIM is now taking his paxil full time normal while using the meth
. SWIM notices now that he doesn't get the euphoria
when taking a nice fat bell ringer, just an increase in concentration and focus. SWIM wants that initial euphoria back hehe.
SWIM is looking for input from people that have used paxil and meth together. SWIM understands it is a potentially bad combination, but from what he's read, not everyone is affected the same way.
SWIM wants to know if stopping the paxil 2 days a week(his 2 days off, which are the same every week always) to smoke those days would be the 'best' option. Or if anyone knows anyone that has a different 'schedule'.
A few things to note. SWIM is fairly healthy. He eats well. Has no caffeine
in his diet. Takes vitamins daily(b complex, zinc, omega 3 6 9, L-lysine, a probiotic, iron, and some others he doesn't feel like checking), works 5 nights a week at a job where he walks 5-7 miles per shift, stress free relationship and drinks loads of water while using AND he eats normally too.
SWIM knows it's alot of info. Again, he knows about the ssri syndrome. He is taking the risk because he really enjoys the feeling meth provides. SWIMs love doesn't mine the sexual side affects the meth has combined with the paxil either(hohoho wasn't that a shock to SWIM).
SWIM is twacked out right now so forgive him if he rambles a bit. At least he used paragraphs though heh.
jktugor added 778 Minutes and 2 Seconds later...
Well, cancel the entire mission. SWIM thinks he is experiencing either minor toxicity or some of that mental breakdown from binging, or maybe a drop of both. No idea. Regardless, SWIM's experiment is at an end and he will detox for a month and approach it more carefully next time.
The symptoms SWIM reported were: blood pressure shooting up, rapid pulse rate, a numbness spreading through his body like needles(wasn't pleasant), then a sudden lethargy, disorientation, weak rubber band feeling all over, stomach pains(though SWIM said he has been constipated for a few days heh), there's an edge of euphoria to it, like some kind of madness.
Facts - SWIM has been smoking everyday for at least 2 weeks. Only a few days here and there for rest with no smokey tokey. MSM cut stuff though it's not a heavy cut SWIM thinks cuz the majority of the shards melted the quickest. SWIM fell prey to chasing the high, dum dum.
SWIM says it was fun, except for this part of course.