so my first time really taking a hit of
dmt..
we were all drinking in my friends big house who i dont get to see often so i was in a great mood... every one got ine the hot tub besides me and my friend..
when it was all quiet he pulled out a bag and i knew it was dmt...we went to his room and loaded what he later told me was one of the fattest hits he ever loaded.. proceeded to go out side and smoke it becuase the smoke smelled slike burnt trash bag.. (i didnt like this because i was afraid of blasing off standing up or something)..
i took the hit like a champ finshed the hole thing and held it until i couldnt hold my breath any longer.. then v- lined it to my friends room that was only 5-7 yards away from the door.. as i was hurridly walking / running idk to his room it was taking full effect colors and movement so defined and real... just starting to feel like im walking on a cloud just so high...
i jumped in his bed and when i did just left my body...i was dead.. i was out it felt like i was going backwards and light was coming tward me at the same time... i had thought i was sitting up stairs drinking like before dmt ever came into play and i thought i had just died like face down on the table in front of them... kinda got a little mental thought of that and was like o well to bad..
it was weird.. i wasnt sad i was a little scared and overwhelmed but it was had for me to "let go".... it felt like there was some force guiding my trip, like i had to just sit back and i will go where i need to go... i remember the brightest oranges and greens and reds i had ever seen.. so significant...
then my friend walked in and i opened my eyes and he said " o your still not done yet:" and left... i jumped out of the bed hugging the wall touching my face and body...
i was amaized i was ALIVE!! i was so happy it was comming back to me not the dmt the party my girl friend was up stairs..
i was still kindda tripping and had to piss so bad so sum reason so stumbled to the bathroom and attepted to piss in the bowl.. dont really know if it hit it or not...
when i walked out of the bathroomy my girlfriend was right there in just a towl.. i was so happy to see her i hugged and kissed her alot when it started getting hot she left cuz it was to early to leave the party to fuck lol... but then i felt alone and kinda forgot about the girl and was not looking for my dmt partner..
i called out his name in a scared sorta voice and he came back from wondering in the driveway and talked about my experience.. he said he dosnt usually go out of body.. and i her people often talking about the feeling of death and dmt but i literlaly felt like i was going through the first few min.. or we (time =meaningless there) of what happens when you die..
crazy part is i forgot the part that i had actually died untill i smoked dmt a second time a couple weeks later.. then it hit me and i was just thinking remembering my first trip and was like HOLY SHIT i died o yea...