Hey everyone, just found some more lyrics that were written while I was still actively addicted to methamphetamine
in southern UT... thought i might as well add them in this thread..
I smoke the bowls that befuddle While suckin' DOPE off a puddle
You know i'm trouble when i come at you 'cause you're seein' double..
I'm seein' triple, and everybody's feelin' the ripples
Of my intoxication, rocks and base, now blow me a little
Bit of CRYSTAL, it hits me like a heat seeking missile
And I can't break it up unless i got a hammer and chisel
Spittle I'm droolin', consuming the human type rocket fuel and
Removin' my mind, my eyes are wide the ICE will keep me movin..
Eluding sanity, fuel my ego with GLASS of vanity
You're psycho ornery? Then you probably ran with me
It's a catastrophe, when hordes of dark shadows come after me
I laugh-at-the C.M.A. meetings, cause to me that's blasphemy
I love my SHARDS when i'm tweakin'.. the weekend ends as it starts
Far away from this realm, I ain't coming down, I'm on Mars
And in regards to my problem, i'm telling you it's the best
I keep on tokin, chokin, smokin crystal METH
to the death*
*the last few lines were directly contradicted (and proven to be quite ironic) by my quitting of methamphetamine approximately 2 weeks after writing this verse. My decision to quit meth was ultimately related to a 14 day long binge with no sleep, having eaten 3 meals throughout that time. most horrifying psychosis ever.