First I would like to start with saying I am not an experienced meth
abuser. I could probably count the number of times I've used meth on my two hands in the past 12 years. It's just not my thing. This would be my first usage now in 4 years.
You may be asking yourself why would I be doing such a thing if I don't use meth on a semi-regular basis. Ill explain. Eleven years ago at the ripe age of 17 I developed a severe IV addiction
. Unfortunately I had a free and limitless supply. Long story short I broke free of the hell I was in and have only slipped up once in 11 years, albeit a minor one. I am, however, forever haunted with a addiction to the needle. Recently I've been trying to convince myself to score oxycodone again. This terrifies me because even though I don't want to, I just never know what I will do. I decided that perhaps I could IV a different drug
to satisfy my thirst for needle usage/oxy. I could never do meth for more than two days because the come downs were so horrible for me. So bingo, meth it is.
My stats as follows. I am male. About 5'5" and 135 lbs. Skinny as a rail doesn't quite describe me.
I obtained 1 gram of product. This is definetly the cleanest I have ever seen in person. Crystal clear and mostly large shards. It is, however, not the strongest I've ever had.
Three days ago I insufflated a dosage similar to those I had done in the past. It definenatly works all right. Good stuff. I was up from 9 pm to 830 pm the next day when I finally took a valium
to help aid my sleep.
The duration was there, but I didn't feel quite as geeked as a couple previous experiences.
My reasoning for snorting
first was to test quality of product. After coming down I prepared myself for IV. Lots of sleep and big meals before hand.
I've done some research on dosages, but unfortunately I have no scales to accurately measure these small quantities. I will do my best to describe the amounts at each usage.
My first injection would equal a dosage at about half of what I would insufflate. About a inch and a quarter long and very skinny. It's a line, but it's not thick and compact by any means. A 30 ml solution of water/meth would eventually be pulled into a syringe and injected. It was 4:30 pm at time of first injection.
At this point I am expecting a huge rush as I have read about all over the net from IV meth users. Half my thrill is the needle use and the other half is the rush accompanied by the IVd drug. I was disappointed. I expected similar effects achieved from IVd oxy. There was no rush what so ever, I was however instantly tweaking.
Second injection. I allowed 4.75 hours to pass before dosing a second time so as to give me time to recover from any plateau I may have established. The dose was doubled this time and equaled what I would be comfortable insufflating. I didn't, however, feel comfortable about IVing this dosage. I've never considered insufflating more than said dosage and now I'm IVing the same quantity. Other people would, but I wouldn't. This time though I am certain I will get the desired rush. It is 9:15 at time of injection.
Approximately 3-4 seconds after injection I feel something. It's not so much a rush feeling, but I can physically feel my heart rate increase drastically. I feel in my chest what I suppose some might call the "rush" during this time of increased heart rate. It's not euphoric and amazingly pleasant, however. Initially, I thought perhaps the feeling in my chest was me walking the fine line of "hell yea" and "too much, too late". I remained fine, however, and was now puzzled as to why I wasn't experiencing what others have described.
A third injection occurs 2.5 hours from most recent dose. At this point I am afraid to increase too much more per dosage. Against better judgement I do increase the quantity dosed, but not so much that I could describe the disparity between the last one. I am now more or less just satisfying my IV fetish. I had given up the idea of experiencing anything resembling even a small dose of oxycodone. Time of injection is 11:45 pm.
As with the previous injection a fluttery feeling overcomes my chest about 3-4 seconds from doing so. I was at least surprised I experienced this again considering the smaller time margin between previous dose. Nothing much to tell here that wasn't already covered in the second injection.
That is my report on first time experience with IVd meth. No further injections were attempted. I did not feel like I knew enough to push forward and increase dosage.
I am hoping fellow users will shed some light on proper dosages. I am hopeful that I simply just did not dose a proper quantity to achieve desired effects. I am also concerned though, since I am not a residual meth user. I understand that some people tolerate drugs
differently. I am, however, only a 135 lbs and have never experienced an elevated tolerance to any substance when compared to the average user.
Please ask questions. Please comment. Looking for feed back in general, positive or negative.