Firstly, I'll provide a link to a thread that might give you some more answers on the meth
Does smoking weed help with meth paranoia?
Personally, I know what you mean Daathman420, as far as weed
messing you up after a binge. The paranoia however, I do not incur. A few bong
hits near the end of, or at the end of a meth binge sends me to la la land. I don't get paranoid, but it does just turn my brain to mush. Suddenly, after blowing out that 2nd or 3rd bong hit, I get a few visual hallucinations, but more noticeably I get an intense bombardment of auditory hallucinations. I start hearing the wildest shit.
This for me, is all good stuff. I like the way it just turns me into a zombie. It also really messes up my motor skills, I can't type worth shit haha and it takes me like an hour to write out a sentence the way I want it.
Most importantly it gets rid of the nasty edge that comes with meth comedowns. It seems to prolong some of the little euphoria
that is left from my meth intake. I try to put off smoking weed until the end of a binge, preferably after being up for 3 days at least, that's when it really hits me hard. Smoking weed during the first few hours of my trip I find dulls the meth high... So I wait until there isn't any meth high left, spark up a bowl or two then BLAM I'm just gone.
For me this is a great thing!
The way you describe it, almost sounds like you don't enjoy the way it mangles you. I mean, the paranoia obviously isn't a good thing, but do enjoy any other aspect of it? I've never gotten paranoid from any drugs
. Even after being up 4 days, I'd have no problem chatting up a cop on the side walk. I see some of my friends do coke
at 4 am, and their looking out the windows, locking my doors and shit... How can they even be enjoying themselves, I ask myself.
Actually... There has been times where I took a long break from weed, and when I do finally get stoned, I dont get paranoid really, but stressed... I start thinking about my meth addiction and how bad it really is. Usually, almost always, I think of my addiction
and brush it off my shoulder. But a few times weed has got me thinking "Omg what have I done to my life?!!!" this usually only lasts about 5 minutes, then I'm good to go. I guess that is a form of paranoia, but like I said, that only has happened to me as many time as I can probably count with my two hands... Considering I've smoked probaly 19 trillion bowls of weed and meth, snorted 10 jillion rails of coke and speed, popped 84.3 katillion MDMA
's and E's, and drank 2 litres of GhB
(I know 2L isnt much compared to 84.3 katillion mdmas...) haha i think it's safe to say drugs just don't make me paranoid... All those numbers btw are obviously an extreme exaggeration, and I'm pretty sure I just made a couple numbers up there.... Drugs do the opposite of make me paranoid, including weed. They calm me down and kill all my worries.
The way I see it, what's the point of being paranoid? If something bad is going to happen, then it's going to happen. Being paranoid before it happens isn't going to prevent it, it'll just drive you nuts. So might as well enjoy the carefree high, and if some nut-case is going to break into my house and stab me, well, I'll start panicking when it happens haha.