it is the same as a placebo effect, or psychosomatic illness, basically you enjoyed the high so much that you want to do it again. In your conscious mind you won't allow it. Your subconscious is trying to convince you to do it again by sending you a reminder. It's probably the hardest part, or so swim
has been told, of putting it down. What you are experiencing is what would be an addict
's "monster". Are you sure you have used meth
twice only? If that's the truth, you should never use again. The symptoms will intensify as you become more addicted and dependent on the stuff. The psychosomatic taste should eventually fade and disappear all together over time. I would think that after 4 months clean, and having used only twice, you should have no residual effects. Stay off the meth, think about something else, un-bookmark this site and others related to meth, don't talk about the positive feelings you may have about it (romanticizing it makes it worse), and swim suggests Vick's Vapor Inhaler to ease the cravings. Vick's VI is l-meth, you won't get high but you trick your brain into thinking you did.