So I woke up feeling like shit. The reccomended daily dose of clonidine is 0.3mg in 24 hours. It took .04mg and 40mg diazepam, zopiclone and many gabapentin to get me to sleep at 5am for a couple of hours. I feel like this has got to be it.
It's sa but I have the most amaxing daughter and she's not been enough to keep me clean, but my girl goes to south afrika for 4 weeks and something kicks in. I know I got to be clean when she gets back.
Of course my daughter will benefit from me.being clean but why couldn't I do it for her? Because I love her more than any woman.
Today I will be strong of mind if not of body.
I'm getting picked up for an na meeting in a few hours. Got other groups this week and will go to all.
what ever it takes.
Withdrawal sucks and I just want to lay here but gonna force myself in the bath and get dressed.
Today I'm. Clean.
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