35 years of drug taking - Part 11

By supermono · Dec 5, 2014 · ·
  1. Hi everyone, Hope you are all improoving ?
    Thanks JD and Lostly and Rockbear and anybody who I have missed.
    I hope you 3 are slowly getting better because lets not forget it is slow. Just one foot in front of the other. I am amazed at both Lostly and JD you are both so strong dealing with what you have to do with work and families. Keep going it does get better.

    I have started to yoyo.
    This is a good sign. I wanted to comit suicide earlier but after the tip of my life from JD "Legs up the wall" and some hot showers, I again felt so much better. Still sweating buckets under the arms and crying lots which is totally normal. I watched a film and then went for a walk. I,m not eating very well, just fruit, OJ and water today but I,m going to cook some fish later.

    I know that sleep is going to be very difficult but it wont kill me and when my body wants to it will.

    I,m over the worst but I know the power of addiction. It is very cunning. it will hit me when I least expect it.

    Take care everyone. Sleep well and talk soon
    Peace Mono


  1. Werecat
    I don't get why the unemployed (who want to work) are treated like scum. I know there's a small amount of people who don't but why must others be treated like them? It's not fair really.

    You do well to have a box of codeine you won't touch. You sound like you're doing fine.

    Just give Christmas a big Bah Humbug.
  2. Jungledog

    Isn't the legs up the wall thing freaking amazing??? So glad it helped you. You sound like your head is in the right place and I think that is how you win this game. You got this!!!
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