35 years of drug taking - Part 11

By supermono · Dec 5, 2014 · ·
  1. Hi everyone, Hope you are all improoving ?
    Thanks JD and Lostly and Rockbear and anybody who I have missed.
    I hope you 3 are slowly getting better because lets not forget it is slow. Just one foot in front of the other. I am amazed at both Lostly and JD you are both so strong dealing with what you have to do with work and families. Keep going it does get better.

    I have started to yoyo.
    This is a good sign. I wanted to comit suicide earlier but after the tip of my life from JD "Legs up the wall" and some hot showers, I again felt so much better. Still sweating buckets under the arms and crying lots which is totally normal. I watched a film and then went for a walk. I,m not eating very well, just fruit, OJ and water today but I,m going to cook some fish later.

    I know that sleep is going to be very difficult but it wont kill me and when my body wants to it will.

    I,m over the worst but I know the power of addiction. It is very cunning. it will hit me when I least expect it.

    Take care everyone. Sleep well and talk soon
    Peace Mono

Comments

  1. Werecat
    I don't get why the unemployed (who want to work) are treated like scum. I know there's a small amount of people who don't but why must others be treated like them? It's not fair really.

    You do well to have a box of codeine you won't touch. You sound like you're doing fine.

    Just give Christmas a big Bah Humbug.
  2. Jungledog
    Mono,

    Isn't the legs up the wall thing freaking amazing??? So glad it helped you. You sound like your head is in the right place and I think that is how you win this game. You got this!!!
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