35 years of drug taking - Part 37

By supermono · Dec 25, 2014 · ·
  1. JD, you know yourself. Better to use kratom than Oxy ! it must be difficult for you. I have pain in my back. I took opiates to stay in work. No work, no money, no honey. I made a poor choice but I was getting shit faced anyway. loads of booze and pot some oxy , mst, valium. Feck what a mess. But today I will not use. Be strong as I know you are and together we are stronger. peace and serenity to you and all suffering addicts on planet earth.

    supermono added 8 Minutes and 40 Seconds later...

    Nearly forgot. I have a new med from my chinaman. Salvia root. Should help blood circulation. Tastes like shit
    but hey ho. I have put my trust in him. I feel fine this morning. A bit shakey but Ok. I,ve taken my potion, squeezed an orange and a lime, yum and drinking tea. Avin a fag. Got to go now. Hot bath at mum n dads then presents. over to my cousins for lunch. Feck there will be so much booze. But I dont want it. Speak soon


  1. lostlygirl
    Merry Christmas, Mono, to you and yours! Cheers to the first of many Christmas's drug free. Yeah, this Christmas may suck, but next year this will all seem like a bad dream. Time goes fast, my man, so hang in there!

    Your place sounds fantastic, I am a history buff and I got tingles hearing you lived across from a 500 year church. I think I would fall in love with the bells tolling.

    Is your place on a main street where people can talk through your window as they walk past? It just sounds so villagey like.

    Well, I am off to open presents! Enjoy your day, and cheers and love always. :)

    JD: Sorry your not sleeping, girl. I finally went to bed at 2:00 am. It always takes a while to get last minute stuff done on Christmas Eve. I was almost going to check DF before sleeping, we would've been up at the same time! Don't worry about the kratom. Give yourself time, my friend. :)
  2. Jungledog

    Thanks again for the support. I was able to get through today without kratom. Took a bit more gabapentin than usual and drank wine but hey, no opiates! One day at a time...one day at a time.

    I also would like to live close to an old church. It must be beautiful. Would love to see your village too...like LG said.

    Well, hope you enjoyed the holiday with your parents and cousins. You inspire me my friend. I need to work towards no drugs at all too. My body just needs to heal.

    Love to you.
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