Thanks Jungle dog. Thank you for your support.
I do appreciate you and this site being here.
I am having a better day today.
I did the washing up and have made some lovely veg soup. I,ve been reading and listening to classical music to help while away those hours which WILL turn into days, weeks and hopefully months but one day at a time hey folks.
Just 4 more days of taper to go and then ......well who knows how I will feel.
I had three very vivid dreams last night. So powerful. I woke up a few times and then had a different dream. All part of the process as my body and mind start to slowly become normal again if there is such a thing as normal lol.
I havent been tempted today but i know the time will come and its how I deal with it when it does.
I have much to live for.
I wish everyone peace and tranquility in their lives.
Best wishes to you all ....Mono x