Hope your all doing well.
Thanks for your support guys but I still feel shit. I think I said before the older I get the harder they become. My back is killing me today and I did take 30mg DHC. Theres no point in me lying about it to you guys or myself. But that was earlier I mean taking the DHC. I took it at 11.15 am before I had to go out and buy food and book the chiroprator. It didnt do much for me. My back still hurt and I didnt feel it. I feel a bit guilty but I,m not going to beat myself up like in the past. If it were the past I,d of said feck this and I,d be off again. I,d just toss a load more down my neck get high and say feck it.
But I dont want to do that. I dont want to take it but I feel like my back is going to break. Maybe I overdid it yesterday. Mmmmm not sure.
OK I need advice me thinks. What shall I do. Throw them away like I did with the subutex and the shit pills or what ?
I have to go down the social tomorrow morning and talk work lol. Now dont get me wrong. I want to work
I like work, but not like this. Maybe I should just say look mate I,m a feckin junky now piss off, sorry made me laugh anyway.
So I,ll leave it at that for now but really what do you think. Do I chuck them out or not ? Maybe I should but I want to see the girls and its 200 mile round trip in the van. I,m really confused maybe its the tonic water as I just read quinine is bad for you.
Thanks for reading and any advice will be greatly recieved.