I can't for the life of me figure out how it's Thursday already. I intended to journal here every day but I clearly flopped out. I got high all afternoon again what must have been day before yesterday. I vaugly remember going too my drug consoling classes yesterday morning but having gotten no sleep the night before the rest of the day was a blur. Didn't do jack shit today didn't go to group, went too a NA meeting but only cuz it was at the place I live and mandatory. Other then that all I did was surf Backpage shopping for a hooker I may treat myself to next week. Oh and I stole a can of computer cleaner at the meeting and am now abusing it to it's fullest. Quite the high class life I lead, I know. So yea, as you may have guessed I've been kind of depressed today. I hope tomorrow is better. Oh yea and I think I ripped something pretty bad the other day when I was talking an uncooperative dump. But bleeding and in constant pain since. To much information, yes, but I want to document the level to which my life sucks at the moment. Have a equally painful, self inflicted injury to another sensitive body part but I'll let you use your imagination for that one. Fuck my life, and goodnight.