So here I am, day five.
I feel good, I feel relieved and alive.
What I don't feel a amazingly is depressed and down.
I felt like using after work last night. I had a lot of people asking how my son is at work yesterday, I think that may be why along with making nice tips.
I will carry on. I will keep trying everyday so I can see my son, hopefully soon.
Just don't use and everything will be alright.