What an awesome achievement it is to be 6 weeks clean for the first time in probably 10 years!
Sadly some days I feel like I've gone backwards. Yesterday and today were both one of those days. I've felt very run down and achy with little to no energy or motivation. This seems to happen every time I have a day off work. At work I dont have a choice so I'm thinking maybe its partially mental?
The 4 days leading up to these last 2 were really looking up. My energy had seemed to greatly increase and I was getting that sense of "I'm almost better" then wham! It reminds me this is a long process. Each week I just hope and pray that it will be the week where the small lingering issues vanish and I know that one of these weeks they will.
Looking forward to going back to work tomorrow after the weekend off to see if it makes me feel more energy and motivation. On a positive note I took some of the money I've been saving not paying for doc apts/meds and rewarded myself with a new rifle this morning!
Hope you all have a good week and I will update if I feel any changes
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