It's been roller coaster but I'm still clean! I started taking naltraxalone yesterday which would block any opiate even if I tried to take one. Slowly I am feeling better! I have times thruout the day where I get so antsy and anxious but I ride them out because I have too!! I've been sharing with more people about my addiction and I found that to be freeing. People know I took pain meds for "chronic back pain" they didn't know that I was abusing my meds and funny thing is my back doesn't even hurt now that I'm clean!