1. Dear Drugs-Forum readers: We are a small non-profit that runs one of the most read drug information & addiction help websites in the world. We serve over 4 million readers per month, and have costs like all popular websites: servers, hosting, licenses and software. To protect our independence we do not run ads. We take no government funds. We run on donations which average $25. If everyone reading this would donate $5 then this fund raiser would be done in an hour. If Drugs-Forum is useful to you, take one minute to keep it online another year by donating whatever you can today. Donations are currently not sufficient to pay our bills and keep the site up. Your help is most welcome. Thank you.
    PLEASE HELP

Recovery Journal Entries

Drug Addiction Support

Support Fellow Members in Recovery

  • Todays battle

    So i've been seeing on here that this might be a good outlet to use for going through hard times in recovery so I thought I'd give it a shot. Today was one of the hardest days for me to stay sober. The biggest issue is I don't even know why today was so hard. The constant noise between my ears maybe? One thing I...
  • catching up on the past few months...

    well its been like 2 months since ive posted in here, i was in a terrible state of mind when i posted this, so i went ahead and changed the title and all. when i started this journal, i was focusing on quitting ciigarettes becaue they are so expensive, and, it seemed like a huge problem at the time. still is, but i...
  • Times enemy

    When our lives are spinning out of control and all the pocket watches passing by us never slow Do we see the warnings floating by or are we moving to fast to see with our little eyes? Can't stop Can't sleep Can't feel Can't think. When our excuses are feeding the diseases and the hands on the clocks are counting...
  • Closing one door to open another

    Today was my last day at my current job. It was sad to leave everyone that I have grown to love like family. On to my new journey with a new career. I'm anxious to get started but a little nervous that I might screw up and disappoint everyone. All through my life I have been going full speed, all or nothing in...
  • Making it through... one last night.

    Making it through... Questions and no answers, Elements left untold, Sitting all alone again, Wondering how it unfolds. Darkness in my mind, Heaviness on my soul, Broken is my heart, Pieces not all whole. Nightmares infest my dreams, Visions while I'm awake, Robbing all the light, Sorrow I can't forsake....
  • I'm done now.

    @aemetha I saw your advice and mulled it around. I found some of my old stash, it wasn't much, just an eighth. I did a acetone wash and to my surprise (being facetious) I didn't even have a 16th. Anyways, I threw out the new stuff that was making me sick. And your right, I have to commit. I can't do the tapper...
  • Quitting gradually?

    Today I came to conclusion, that stupid as it sounds, but if cold turkey does not work, I will try to use with longer and longer gaps ( Tappering dose would not work for me for sure), wich seems perfectly reasonable and accetable. Like at the beginning only on weekends, then one day of the weekend, then one day...
  • Oxy bout. Round 13

    Hello everyone, Day 34. This morning woke up just feeling.... Good, I know hard to believe... And worked up enough energy early to start just kickin butt on chores. And I hate chores lol. Trying to get the house looking good again. Which seems impossible with 2 kids... But I'm doing what I can, and really only...
  • Feeling tired

    I keep thinking that if I just try that nasty shit again, it will be better. That I might get a good piece or something. I know this is not rational. I just can't bring myself to throw it out. Why? Why? I'm tired today. But I have to get through this, I know I can. I've done it before and I know I can do it again....
  • I fell off the wagon, and it wasn't worth it!

    So I had about 25 days clean when I ran into some shit. Yes, I just happened to be in the right place at the right time..........or the wrong place at the wrong time! I think the later. Anyways, I like to smoke it, so I loaded a bowl. It started to turned brown after the second hit. And continued to get darker...

Filters:

nflj_ubs_type:
Featured x
Remove All Filters:
x
No Journal Entries
Loading...