This was a good day. My withdrawal and use is becoming less of a focal point and my personal life more of one. Not that that is any better lol but I am happy other things are happening in my life besides this. I still get cravings but I don't give in to them. There was wine and beer offered at the easter get together and I declined. I REALLY WANTED TO DRINK, but I didn't and I was proud of that. My 11 year old son mentioned on the way home that it looked like I was only drinking soda and water. He also said he saw the vodka in the trash. He just said those things and looked at me. I told him I quit drinking and asked him how he felt abut it and he said it made him happy, he doesn't like me to drink. Huge.
None the less I ate so much diphenhydramine tonight that I feel like I am tripping. I need it to sleep. It is the last thing I really need to conquer.