A ghost trying to come back (Suboxone) - Part 5

By gahsostupid · Apr 6, 2015 · ·
  1. This was a good day. My withdrawal and use is becoming less of a focal point and my personal life more of one. Not that that is any better lol but I am happy other things are happening in my life besides this. I still get cravings but I don't give in to them. There was wine and beer offered at the easter get together and I declined. I REALLY WANTED TO DRINK, but I didn't and I was proud of that. My 11 year old son mentioned on the way home that it looked like I was only drinking soda and water. He also said he saw the vodka in the trash. He just said those things and looked at me. I told him I quit drinking and asked him how he felt abut it and he said it made him happy, he doesn't like me to drink. Huge.

    None the less I ate so much diphenhydramine tonight that I feel like I am tripping. I need it to sleep. It is the last thing I really need to conquer.


  1. Sleepynurse
    That's awesome you didn't drink! Be proud of that.

    Sad what our kids see and never talk to us about.

    You're doing great. Keep your head up.
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