Hey folks, made it through thanksgiving with no drink. I've definitely fallen back into my old sober groove. Desire to drink is virtually gone.
Over the course of my 4 day weekend I did a considerable amount of kratom. By saturday night it wasn't doing anything anymore so I didn't bother on sunday. Or since then for that matter. Saturday night I gave some to my sister and she got really nauseous. I felt horrible for giving it to her. After my supply runs dry I don't think I will be buying more.
It has occurred to me that I really need to spend some time totally clean, no pot, no bullshit. Although I have spent long periods of time away from alcohol I haven't spent more than a week totally sober since I was in my teens.