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Being Sober Fucking Sucks

  1. I forgot to add this. I met the guy I'm with when my mum was dying, and he was so amazing. He is still the most amazing guy. I've always had opiates to turn to when things get too hard though, since I've been with him. Though since being sober now for a while, I feel so bored I'm trying to cause some excitement in other ways. I've never been a cheater, but today I walked past this guys apartment that I used to fuck, he's a total asshole. I found myself wanting to call him to meet up. This is weird and really kinda out of character for me. I feel like I'm just looking for something, and I don't know what to do about it. I feel disgusted at myself, I didn't do it. Though I feel even worse that my Mum would be the one I'd go to, and she's dead. So without opiates, I some wine. Booze doesn't do a damn thing for me though.

Comments

  1. mykaloo
    sex helps.with any 1 or yourself.
  2. midihooker
    If you decide to fuck with him. You end up feeling bad about it and one more reason to do drugs. Fuck it.
  3. TumajNuri
    I can't say that I enjoy being sober. No, I'd much rather be high... but sometimes I'd rather go through a bit of withdrawal cuz I believe this is the only way to lower my tolerance. In my opinion, an addiction is without a doubt a weakness.
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