Third day on 2,0 and as I suspected this day is where the 0,5 gram cut really feels. Cold.. so very cold..anxiety and nervous. Nervous about stuff that Is half a year a head of me! Like my mothers birthday in June.. omg..
Doing the zombiewalk in the kitchen for 15 minutes, the double socks and pants are on of course..then 15 minutes under a thick blanket in the sofa.. up again doing the zombiewalk.. but I know this by now.. I´m getting good at it.. but cant have it as a profession.. to bad.. I could be the headmaster at the withdraw-academy! PhD and the lot..
Hopefully I will feel a bit better tomorrow.. I can take a bit worse.. but not for many days.. I´m getting a bunch of Gabapentine next week so then I will take a few days of this phenibutshit. But wont take them together again!! even though it puts me in gabaheaven and everything I do has a orgasmic feeling to it..
cold but alive.
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chills are back.. 2,0