Been trying to keep busy but there always comes a time you run out of things to do.
And that's when the craving comes and intensifies until it occupies every thought.
Every thought except those uncomfortable negative ones about myself.
My nose is calming down a bit but still had some blood in the morning. It's coming to the point I feel so shit emotionally that I dont care so much about my nose.
Im still bloated from eating more than am used to.
After a few day clean like this, some blow would feel so good and I can't take my mind off it.
Wish I could go to a desert island where there are no drugs.
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