These last two days have been HARD - I hate it that when it seems things in your brain start to get better, something switches off and you feel like shit again
I've been so depressed these last two days, it's really fucking with me. It's not fair - when I am doing everything right. I wish I never fucking touched pills... & I wish my brain would just get it together. It's hard to even get out of bed today. I wish I knew when this pain will go away, I don't do well this mood swings.
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Day 15 - finding strength when you feel like giving up