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  1. I just wrote an entry and accidentally deleted it.:D

    Physically I am feeling quite good. I am wondering about it, because normally it tooks about a week to get back to normal. I guess weather the vitamin compley I took yesterday in double doses have some good outcome or are there still some drugs left in my veins.

    Spent wonderfull afternoon with my daughter, did some research in my studies yesterday all night long, studied some vein cards, find new veins where I can still shoot up and about whose existence I had no clue before.

    Had nightmares about shooting up in strange place surrounded by empty playgrounds and apartmenthouses.And never managing to do it, because there was some maniac following me.

    Had news that another person I know has passed away yesterday at young age. I do not know how am I supposed to react, because I did not know him so well, but still have some good times we shared.Another one bites the dust... CTpd_J8UcAA1WEl.jpg

    About Author

    A fully functioning (have a job and gaining second higher education as A+ student) IV addict from Eastern Europe trying to keep her life togeather and fighting herown demons.Trying make the best out of her life as far as it is possible keeping in mind the fact of her drug abuse.And not to die before time.

    Familiar with drugs for more than 12 years.


  1. mykaloo
    I'd have dreams about attempting to do a shot and my arm would turn to ash before i could inject anything. Now i use meth and never remember my dreams.
  2. LittleBabyNothing
    These kind of dreams allways happen when trying to stay clean.The other theme for these kind of dreams for me usually is that I find huge amounts of drugs in strange places.
  3. Ketkatbarz
    still happens to me every once in a while, i'm a few months clean and every few weeks il have a dream that i am searching for dope and once i finally find it or am about to do it i wake up, once i had a dream some crackhead was chasing me trying to stab me with her needle it was terrible
  4. LittleBabyNothing
    I think, these kind of dreams happen because somewhere in subconsciousness we are still looking for drugs even if we are clean.

    Once I even managed to get high in my dream. :)
  5. Ketkatbarz
    definitely, i got high in my dream last night ffs, i was doing lines of heroin and fentanyl pills the whole dream. But then i would get super sick just afterwards especially after the fent. I prob should stop researching and talking about opiates online xD im sure that's what put the thoughts in my head i was reading about poppies all night
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