Haven't updated my journal in a little while; I'm still clean, about 81 days now. I'm less then a week away from going back home from my trip. Still having tons of cravings, it's the worst it's ever been. Still not understanding why it's been so difficult while I'm away because I really thought this trip will change my prespective on everything; wishful thinking I guess. Not really sure what's going to happen when I get home to be honest. I really hope these cravings lessen... anyways, just wanted to write something down for everyone who's still following my journey. Hopefully I'm not discouraging anyone from getting clean & their recovery.
Love you guys,
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Day 81 - still clean