Determined pray I do this or I've got no reason to go on I have to. I sicken myself how I've lived a user for so long, ruined my body my veins my mind my morals. I hate my life I don't recognise myself at all. I live with a bf also user who all feelings but care are gone it's a fucking mess.
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Day one, full of rage