thanks for being so supportive and understanding BT2H...
I gave my last 3 tramadols to my friend yesterday.
she asked me if I had any and im like,here just take all 3.i'm done with em.
I started a poll about ecigs.
I'm hoping to hear something that will remind me of why I was so determined to quit in the first place.
at first I wanted to help motivate my husband with his quitting drinking.
but he hasn't drank since January and has no desire,thankfully.
he knows I have been smoking,and he doesn't gripe.kinda wish he would though.
he tells me not to beat myself up over tramadol to.says the doctor wouldn't let me have it if I was doing harm.
but im not positive about that.
I have 2 instances where I know the cigarettes didn't hurt anything,but the tramadol not so much.their a new habit compared to smoking.
so,i really messed up buying cigarettes.my goal now is to find that frame of mind again,where I hated cigarettes.
sure is hard when you see them everywhere you look.