I feel like absolute shit!
this pregnancy is finally catching up to me.
I'm half way threw,and its been a cake walk up til now.
this growing fetus is sitting right on my sciatic nerve.i feel like I need a cane to walk!
every step I take I can feel an agonizing pinch in my right buttcheek.i even feel like my leg could give in and I could fall!
I didn't sleep at all lastnight.even debated logging on this website at 2,3,and 4 am.
I'm sitting on an ice pack,hoping it will relieve some of the pressure.
and the scarey thing is I'm only in my 5th month.
I don't know how im going to work this week.i have 4 houses to clean,and I cant even imagine vacuuming and all that with this crippled feeling I have.
a friend told me yesterday she had the same problem with her pregnancy recently and she was able to get a shot that helped.
if I don't feel better in the morning im going to have to go to the ER and try this approach.
I have to,i can not function.
I want to cry.i feel so miserable I just want this all to be over.
I cant be this uncomfortable right now.i have too much to do,too many people relying on me.
I cant afford mentally or physically to lose sleep like this already.
when the baby comes I wont get much sleep im sure so I need all the rest I can get right now.its too soon to be this miserable.
my friend said hers let up almost instantly after delivering.but O M G how will I function until then.
I didn't have this problem with either of my other 2.
joys of getting older I suppose.
plus,if I complain to my doctor I think she'll just suggest that codeine again.and pill prescriptions is not where I want to go back to,ever.
I might not even make it to tomorrow.i have 2 kids to wake up and put on the school bus.then a job to go to.
I need sleep tonite.so I may go to the ER today.hate to do that but I can not deal with this pain.its not fair to my kids to be in this state of mind.
they need me at my best,and this definatly isn't it.
I'm going to soak in a hot bath tub now and hope that helps.