hell its been an awful week for me,physically.
during the middle of the week my baby turned herself around and got positioned into ready to be born stage,lol...
it took 2 days of me being miserable for her to finish the transition.i could feel her turning herself around literally.i felt incredibly tight as she went from being up in my abdomen to going lower down.
the kicks and movements went from being above my belly button to being down closer to my pelvis.
I feel much much better now that shes sitting lower.
also,as of yesterday,when I can feel that shes much lower,i started nesting severely.i pulled every single thing out of our bedroom,vacuumed every nook and cranny,wiped every single thing off with disinfecting wipes,and put all the little dust collecting knick knacks away elsewhere.
her dresser is stocked and ready to go.tons of clothes,a good start on wipes and diapers,blankets etc...crib setup but im waiting a little longer for sheets and whatnot.I feel prepared now.
in about a month im shampooing the carpets.
it feels great,but also a reality check.im running out of time.and my husband knows it.he keeps cracking jokes about getting all the sex he can while he can,lol...and hes right.
this isn't our first rodeo and he knows once baby comes i'll have no desire.
he also thinks having loads of sex now will decrease my chances of another c section.he could be right,but its just an excuse probably....
he says he cant help it,something about being pregnant is driving him wild he says.
i'll be standing there doing dishes and I turn around to him literally grasping his crotch and says,lets get naked!
it is comforting,because I sure don't feel sexy,so i appreciate the ego boost for sure.
im lucky I suppose.hes a good guy.and hes even more excited than I am.i cant imagine if I were all alone during this time.his support and enthusiasm are very reassuring for me.and I need that right now.
its incredible how strong this little one is already.i can feel every kick and turn she makes.some are even visible.
for some reason ive started thinking im not gonna make it to February 7th.i have January 20th on my mind,like I think its going to be around then.
I have no idea why I think this,i just do.
so,i hope im right.im ready to be done.
when I think about the dates it seems so far off still.but I sure don't feel like im gonna last that long.
time will tell,but I hope im right!
can't wait to hold her, and see my husbands blushing face when he gets to hold her to.