JD, so far have had no desire to abuse it. In fact all I have wanted to do is rip the bloody thing off. I physically feel like I am drugged and nauseous, and that's on the 25.
Putting the patch on was the very best thing I have done yet for my recovery. 24 hrs of feeling like this has me hating this stuff.
I am just done with fentanyl. I am sick of it in my life. It no longer has a place. I am so done with this stuff that it's not even funny.
If I still feel nauseous tomorrow I'm switching back to Loperamide and tapering from that.
PS - If my Dr knew I was abusing the stuff Subs wouldn't be an option because I would be dropped so fast my head would spin.