Detoxing - Fentanyl with hell, my life. - Part 21

By lostlygirl · Nov 23, 2014 · ·
  1. Yes, you are right, JD, it does teach them about life and death. I firmly believe we will see our fury friends again. My kids were a little better today and actually loved on the dog. I was glad about that.

    I am going to try the fentanyl with the caveat that if I abuse it I will immediately switch back to the loperamide.

    I am thinking of a faster taper than what the DR suggests. I am in the unique position of being able to cut a slight slither off my patches every time I change them (48-72 hrs. I get 15 for the month). I have done that in the past with no withdrawals until I hit about 33 mcg/hr. At that point I will hold for a week or two, and then drop again. In the past I have dropped all the way to 12.5 mcg/hr with little or no discomfort. If I listen to my body my discomfort should be minimal. I will start tapering after thanksgiving. Right now I am concentrating on not sucking on them and getting out of that habit. I would like to be off by the mid to end of March.

    I am off to add an external hard drive to my mac. It's so full it takes 2 min to load a page (the horror of it all!). I have been typing from my phone which is somewhat annoying.

    We Will be in the 5% club! There will be tattoo's and a rose parade!!

    Hugs xxoo


  1. Jungledog

    You were posting when I was so I did not see the second post. Yes, I love quantum physics. Reality is what you create. I have been saying the whole must THINK their way out of addiction and I think that is spot on.

    Good on you for not sucking on that patch! :)

  2. Hydroxyout
    Hey LG. Long time. Just wanted to pop in and say hi.

    I'm really sorry to hear about your recent experiences. Sounds horrible. I'm glad you feeling better and working on a plan (or maybe you already have one). Stay strong hon.
  3. smith9666

    How are you doing today?
  4. Jungledog

    Where are you my friend??? Miss you!

  5. Cmenot
    ugh I'm so sorry about the Kitty.. But I can't help but feel MORE sorry for the dog who adopted that particular kitty, I think... I feel bad for all of you. I hope you are doing well. :(
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