Detoxing - Fentanyl with hell, my life. - Part 29

By lostlygirl · Dec 2, 2014 · ·
  1. I think I am having an allergic reaction to the Loperamide, I am ichy, if I break out in hives I'm fucked.

    I will have fucking have to face withdrawals without anything. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

    I just didn't want to have a friend hold them, ya know? It felt some whining weak person who can't even control their own meds, ya know?? So I just chucked them away. Right down the toilet. Every last one.

    I think my trigger was a lot of things. I tend to get through crap, handle it just fine, and then the trigger will happen a few days later. Its hard to pinpoint exactly what it is by then, ya know?

    I am being careful with the loperamide. What do beta blockers control? Luckily I have a very overall low heart risk, but I know arrhythmia's are a whole different baby. I have very low blood pressure, thin blood, low weight, low overall blood sugar, and average bad cholesterol, but I am not sure if this even makes a difference anyway?

    My body is also used to Fentanyl, so I am not sure if that puts me in a lower risk category to begin with?

    If I break out in hives I am going to have to take Benadryl, and I HATE having to take Benadryl during withdrawals, it makes withdrawals 1000 times worse. Gggrrrrrr...


    lostlygirl added 6 Minutes and 26 Seconds later...

    I want to try Clonidine but they won't let me near the drug because my bp in the DR's office is 110/60. They think it's usually lower than that seeing as bp is slightly elevated in a clinical setting.

    Maybe gabardine?


  1. Jungledog

    A betablocker supresses ventricular arrythmias. It also lowers BP but you could tolerate a low dose. Have you considered kratom? It works. You can have it overnighted and this should help you quite a bit.

    Sorry with students so can't talk long.
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