Day 13, I believe.
Withdrawals have been bad since Wednesday. Last night I was so sick of the achy, horrid feeling that I decided I needed a break, and that I was going to use the loperamide at a comfortable dose vs a barelycontrolingthewithdrawals dose just for today, and then I will go back to the 40 mg I have been on (10 pills every 12 hrs or so). I have taken 25 already today and I am about to take another 5. For the first time ever I took 18 pills 36 mg) in one go. I followed that 4 hours it's later with another 7 pills (14 mg) I am barely feeling comfortable. Bloody hell, I needed the break. I've been in a really shitty mood, which is why I haven't posted much. I've just been distracting myself with games and TV.
I have never exceeded 80 mg of Loperamide, but I may be up to that dose today. Gggggggrrrrrrr........!!!
I've been keeping up on everyone, sorry I haven't posted. I will try and get to everyone's threads today. Just know I love you guys and are thinking of you all. We all seem to be going through hell together. It helps to know someone gets what's going on. Love to you all.
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I also have another photo shoot later on this afternoon, I'm not looking forward to it, but it will be fun once I drag my sorry bum there. That's what I'm telling myself over and over... Although I would much prefer to be hanging out in my pj's (yes, I am still in them at 1:00 pm, the horror ).