Thank you! Always a work in progress haha. And not a problem, if you ever need anyone to chat with feel free to message me.
The reason I ask about MDMA is its another drug that I think can be very therapeutic, and when your ready may be another option you can look at.
Ya I actually hadn't read your thread at all until I saw IanZombie mention your husbands passing and I went through his posts to find it, after reading it through I was pretty much in tears from your struggles and the strength you've had through it all. That's why my heart truly goes out to you and I hope you can find that peace in time.