EZ Taper from "QUEEN" Norco - and much.more.about.you. - Part 3

By styledial · Sep 18, 2014 · ·
  1. tryhard,
    Thank you. Ben's been battling opiate addiction on and off (with long periods off) for 15 years. But Ben always goes back because he likes it and misses it - like a true love. It really is that simple. With everything he has in life - good health, fortune, and a loving family that's a load of psychological conflict. Ben is very intelligent. He functions at a very high level in his work. Bens opiate addiction has never caused a problem for him in his business. Ben is unusual. He has the willpower to keep it at bay - Ben really does have the willpower to avoid increasing his daily opiate intake long term. Ben took 3 Norco 10s a day as prescribed for the pure pleasure and accepted it's waning intensity - but the pleasure never dissapeared even with my bodies tolerance. Ben was satisfied with that. Most of Bens family and friends use alcohol to provide chemical pleasure - not as alcoholics but to give them a little extra daily dose of joy. I feel I need this extra pleasure in my life despite all that I have. Pathetic I know but it is who I am and I hate thinking about it or facing it.

    Thank you so much tryhard for your last message. It is the first advice I've received in 15 years that really helped. I've been thinking about since I read it and just maybe you are my salvation tryhard. Maybe your namesake and words of wisdom are all I need to divorce Queen Norco. This morning I finally feel genuine hope for the first time in 15 years.

Comments

  1. tryhard
    Mate I am here , use me,, wow , you shocked me some , with the last paragraph of your last post on my thread .....
    I broke down when I read it ,,, how what I have learned over the years , as useless as it is to most could be so powerful to some and I totally get it. .....

    What you have said has rocked some wonderful and amazing enoceans / feelings but has also made me look closer to home.
    When I first joined DF I only wanted to talk to one person !! And no one else !!!! But the way I feel when I can help us equal to no other drug or otherwize , it is. ....... I can't describe it but it is the most! !!!!!!!

    Be willing to let yourself have fun , let go of the guilt ,, focus on family , work , hobbys anything that used to give you joy
    Try mate , be fair with yourself , be honest my friend you have much to be happy and smile about .....
    If the only traid off is the Queen there should be no contest mate. .......

    What you have by the sounds of it would shorely be the envy of many a man ,, work play family ,,, but I so do understand the
    Queen , the relationship ,, the romance ,,, The pure raw love ,,, the wanting of a soulmate ,,,,, the longing , the pineing ,,, the power that's involved in these situations......
    How it can rule your mind , make the strongest ,, redickulessly powerless against themselves ,, how the hole thing gose bad..

    Mate you have dodged a massive deadset killer of a downward curve ,, for lack of a better way to describe it. .. ..
    If I were you I would be smiling and laugh every day my friend.
    You can be a lucky surviver of your drug of choice ....

    Look deeper mate , you may just see what I can ? And I hope you can , because it is beautiful ,, and you are a wonderful and loving gentleman ,,, the world is there for you BEN ...
    don't let it pass without enjoying it and those around you ,, please don't make that mistake ...

    You have had a good run mate ,, enjoyed yourself ofcause ,,, make the traid .....



    Maybe you can make a traidoff , make peace with yourself , gracefully retire that life ,,, let yourself move on dude ,,, give yourself a break mate ....

    tryhard added 18 Minutes and 19 Seconds later...

    For the time it took to write that I felt wonderful, useful ,,needed ,,, intelligent and alive
    thankyou BEN for giving me a chance to shine...
    You BEN , you are the insperation mate. .

    Wish you the best mate .
    ANDREW .
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