I was not sure whether to even post this but it's better to be real and honest than in denial.
This morning was day 4 I woke up refreshed and feeling quite good. Medium anxious that's all.
And there is no excuse apart from the part of me which is convinced it needs cocaine, I relapsed after only 3 days.
Not sure where to go from here apart from try to figure more things out and try again.
Before I have no money or a part of my body can't take it anymore and gives up.
Wish I never touched this drug. Maybe some people can control it, here it controls me.
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