Today I changed my morning little bit. I exercise first, then meditate. Legs hurt much less this way. It was great morning. Yesterday I was very close to buy weed. I didn’t verbalize it in front of my girlfriend but she had to feel it, because she asked me in the same moment I was thinking about joint the most, if we wouldn’t drop some LSD. We decided not to, but I kept thinking about weed. I am still sick and have headaches, from illness together with the cutting of coffee. But my days are becoming better and better despite all of this. I have to keep on track!