This night was the first i did not sleep at all. I have zopiclone 2x 7,5 and 20mg Diazepane every night. But not using the Diazipane all the time beacuse of the bad WD it can give me. But.. It´s like during this time the medicine have no effect on me! I´m not afraid the insomnia world .. been there for years. But it´s not making this shit any easier. Still I´m proud about myself, going from 10g to 3,9g in 3 weeks is a huge drop. Those three weeks I was doing the laying in anxiety from hell with my toes dipping into total panicattack unable to do anything thing.. felt my brain couldn't fit into my scull, sweating and freezing at the same time.. deep depression paranoia etc etc..
Now i feel a bit better.. maby tomorrow I will shower for the first time in 3 weeks lol..
Hope I can sleep a couple of hours this night..
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first day on 3,9g