JD and Lostly, thankyou.
What happened last night was ridiculous. I'm very embarrassed. I had this mild panic attack which was triggered by an event I was thinking about. I still had after effects from my residual WDs. I managed to get my pills but still suffered from mild WDs overnight (are they giving me a placebo or something?!, nah I can feel them). As for control this is where the battle begins, however at the moment I'm doing fine. In fact I only took half a pill last night. I've set four phone alarms across the day where I need to take my dose. Even now is a change from last time, where I went a little mad on my pills. Very little desire to take them the wrong way.
I'm just enjoying a coffee which I haven't had for days. I'm going to cut down on them too, just one every morning I think.
Mods - if you see this, please ignore that I reported myself. I went a bit mad. :s
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Oh and Lostly, yeah I love various pets, I nearly had a Wolf name but it was taken. Of course a wolf is rarely a pet. :laugh:
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I've had a few moments waiting for my next dose. I'm only taking half a pill this time and was considering crushing/snorting it. I know I shouldn't but it's tempting. I'm not due to take it just yet anyway so here I wait. Tbh it's not bad, I think my timing is right.