I don't know why but it's helping me post my feelings a bit. I'm having a hard time still. No motivation, no energy, high anxiety. But I did just get a job offer. It's a really good job offer. I'll be making more than twice as much as I do now gotta keep going because I have to pass a drug screen and would not want to start a new job when I'm going through this. I won't start for about a month so I have time to recover. I hope this ends soon though. I need myself back.
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Getting towards the end of day 5