Today I finnally let all the emotions out. It was like a wall of anger and pain would collapse over me.I could not stop crying all day long.Last week I lost two of my friends (One of them very close) because of drugs and now it all just came out.
I kind of still feel angry, because I am not even allowed to say goodbye to one of them because his last girlfriend decided to keep his funeral a secret and organise a party instead of letting his friends say goodbye to him.But it is just me and my subjective anger, I belive she had a reason and I can not judge her.
Anyway, I feel better now.Have to work with the anger part that is still in me.
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