wow , had a shot yesterday afternoon , sort of enjoyed it but did feel a bit bad , sad about it too....
my ex is in hospital atm , suspected menenacockal ,, and i dont know where my kids or who is looking after them!!!
getting any infomation is so hard......
i was turnd off by yesterdays relaps , curyosity ,,spelling , realy . i spose it got the best of me , but i know i cant get any more
so all good , eh! just did not have the same effect on me ,, not as powerfull ,, physicly and mentaly ,, did i enjoy it ,, yeah i did but
just not the same now ,,a good thing .... don,t seem important anymore!!! yay....
not planning on doing again ...!!!!
i did learn something though , and that is i am struggelint big time ,, not drugs but with life in general ...
made me see the way things are , how strange ,, the one thing i am trying the hardest to stop ,, has just showed me so much
,, thats a bit scarey ay..
anyway my eye are blue againe , my skinny little arms have doubled in size and now i only sneeze twice , insted of fifteen time in a row .....
i am eating well when i can , but being so fucked at the end of the day I fall asleep a lot wherever , in the car , make,in dinner or even the shower , wtf!!!
i am as happy as can be i spose all thing conciderd ...
Heroin - and now i think its my time at last - Part 107
- depression and drugs
- depressive disorder
- heroin addiction
- heroin relapse
- heroin withdrawal
- mental addiction
- mental health
- mental illness
- mental illness and drug use
- mental illness treatment
- opiate abuse
- opiate addiction
- support groups
- supporting heroin addiction
- treating anxiety
- treatment of major depression
- treatment of opioid addiction
- treatment options