Heroin - and now i think its my time at last - Part 108

By tryhard · Sep 8, 2014 · ·
  1. everything is fucked , lost my job , not my falt!!!
    am back in my home town and trying to stop a 3 day binge , on my way to my oldies house .. not good...
    i am hopelessly in love with my boys mum but she dose not feel the sameway......she uses our 2 beautifull sons to manipulate me , big time..........

    i got screwd by my compo people, they used my past again to fuck me up....
    as did my work ...

    how long do i have to bare this burden ,, it is killing me....

    i dont know what to do now ....


  1. SoozyQ

    So sorry to hear everything is fucked for you right now. Not sure what to say, except I'm sending you heaps of love and strength and hugs xxxxxxxxx

    You have the strength to stop the binge, you just need to find a reason to. You are understandably down at the moment and have turned to the only relief you know.

    I've been giving this a lot of thought lately. To truly get off a substance requires more than just stopping the drug use. It requires learning new ways to deal with life's shit.

    Hang tough mate. You can do it. For you and your boys (in that order)

    Lots of love mate xxxxx
  2. marathonmel7
    Tryhard… so sorry to hear you've lost your job and you're not doing so well. I too and struggling so I know what it feels like. How did you lose your job? You were doing so well. How are you coping now?

    I wish I could help you. I too, am sending you hugs and strength your way. We have to work together and maintain our sobriety even when times get really tough. Using will only make things worse. I'm sorry you are dealing with all of this. Please stay safe through it all. The risk of OD'ing is high after a long period of sobriety. You've been sober so just be careful. Try and pick yourself up and don't let this drug suck you back in. It's not worth it. Do you have a place to live? I hope you're not out on the streets. Update us when you can. In the meantime, I will be thinking about you. Take care of yourself Tryhard… you are loved here.
  3. Once.up.on.a.time
    OMG sweetheart

    I was just getting caught up I your thread and I was soooooo unbelievably happy for you.

    Clean. Being a good dad. Working.

    And your last post just about broke my fairy heart :(

    Please explain what happened at work, if you want to of course Hun.

    Stop this binge now.

    You can do it. You have been doing it for weeks.

    Living the life you felt you could only dream about before.

    It's right within your reach, hold out both arms and grab it and don't let go for anything.

    What's the deal with the compensation people as well, what's it's for and how and why have they screwed you over. Again darling only explain if it's what you want.

    Be strong. We all know you can do this. You just have to want it.

    Sending you love and strength.

    Fairy Princess

    I will send some magic pink glitter your way sunshine. Your a ray of sunshine in a storm to me. Shine bright and don't let the rain take your light xxxxx
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