seem i lost the plot a tad yesterday ,, i woke up about 10 pm last night on the ground in a fuckin alley way , don't know what
the ,,,,,,, think I got into my clonide... I don't know what happened ( its been some time , an hour maby ) was going to tell you what I remember but it's not very important ......
My mind is so full of the question ,, what am I going to do. .!!!!!!
I understand the process well enough but it's away the same , well it always starts the same way ......
I am over the panic now , so that's half a load off ,, I want to say that I am over it , but I no that the hole of me is not. ....
I feel a bit silly not being ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,well i am more then ready , i dont want to use anymore ...... .
so i supose we will see what happens ......
i wrote this over the course of today ,, think I started at 8 this morning and its one o'clock in the arvo now , so many differant
Moods and frames of mind , so many thorts and feelings , wow I don't know how I get through the day. .......
We are expecting thunderstorms and the humidity is not helping much at all its only just the start of our summer and its cookin already. .....
tryhard added 937 Minutes and 31 Seconds later...
A all ,, not the best start to the day , sofar 4.30in the norm off to work and hartattack for got the coffee back home we go. ....
going to sea for 10hrs and no gear , can this b a new fresh start..
We will see how the day Pans out. .
B cool guys.
Heroin - and now i think its my time at last - Part 132
- depression and drugs
- depressive disorder
- heroin addiction
- heroin relapse
- heroin withdrawal
- mental addiction
- mental health
- mental illness
- mental illness and drug use
- mental illness treatment
- opiate abuse
- opiate addiction
- support groups
- supporting heroin addiction
- treating anxiety
- treatment of major depression
- treatment of opioid addiction
- treatment options