Heroin - and now i think its my time at last - Part 133

By tryhard · Dec 18, 2014 ·
  1. An up date ,
    Dear diary , while my body gose on no problems ,,,, my mental and emotional sides are getting a hammerring (no pun intended ) ...
    As a direct result I fall far behind myself and the depression again spirals downwards out of control .........
    Then I isolate , but being on my own most of the time ,, I just act all occupied , like I have heaps to do. . . .LOL ,,,,, really , laugh , cry .......I am ok ,, I am , is what I say to myself most of the time. ........it will all be ok somehow , . .

    Must sleep big work day in the morning , have very little work , so I need this bad just to eat. ....


    For now

    Andy ......

    tryhard added 397 Minutes and 40 Seconds later...

    Wow off to work 5.00 am , so much going on , trying to be everywhere and I feel like I am nowhere!!!!!!!!!
    I have never liked xmass much. .... long storie ....

    I will address this problem , head on , just got to pull it together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I am rite there ..

    Yours

    Andy. ...

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