Heroin - and now i think its my time at last - Part 138

By tryhard · Mar 17, 2015 · ·
  1. A , I am back . I cant tell you all how I be feeling right now , just finished running around the house all but
    yelling and screaming ...LOL YAY woo fuckin hoo.....

    I must apologize to all that have followed my thread ,, I just could not work it out .....

    So much has happend over the time I have been trying to sort my email out ......

    I have got my drivers licence renewed...
    I have moved away from Hartattacks place ....
    In a different house ,,YAY.....
    I am getting my compo payout , the check is in the mail ,, it realy is , they posted it today...
    11thousand dollars ..

    I AM CLEAN AND HAVE BEEN FOR BOUT 14 DAYS ......

    I did write a log for a while just for me , cause i couldnt post ,, so when i work out how to get into
    that i will share it all on here.....

    Sorry everybody nut my spell checker keeps dropping in and out ,, so i hope i have done a good enought
    job with my use of letters and the english language.......

    It is my birthday on the 20 the of this month and my check should arive on that day too ,, you know i have caught myself smiling today ,, how overwhelming that was , dam near made my eyes leak!!!!!!

    I so badly want to celabrate ,, but feel i should take it slow ,, not a standstill but jusy take my time to
    Think and make the right moves!!!!!!!

    Have to have a break , my eyes are a hurting back in a tad....

    I now have a bed and pay rent and buy food , I have dragged myself through this shit and I no longer isolate , I can and do hold my head up , I have found some self-respect and love for myself!!!!!
    I am no longer mannic , have not shed a tear in depression and I can feel the lift up , people are saying to me how much better I look now and I want to be happy ,,IT IS HAPPENING NOW!!!!!!!!

    WHAT A FUCKING CHANGE , I DONT EVEN BELIEVE IT , well I do but I am shore you all know what I mean.....

    I even have a plan , how's that !!!! Eat , sleep , exercise , rest....
    I have basicly put myself in a position to have a lot of time off everything , work , friends and just about everything , as to allow the most healing time I can .....
    Then with my new financial position ,, I am more then ready to return to life as am active member of the
    community ,, WOW did,nt really see that coming ...LOL. YAY.....


    Sorry ....... I some how just lost half of this text WTF......

    I need you to know we can do this , you can do this ......

    I HAVE JUST DONE THIS WITH NOTHING , FROM NOTHING.....

    YOU CAN DO THIS .....

    IN MY LOWEST ,DEEPEST DARKEST TIMES ,, I WISHED FOR DEATH.....

    I DONT WANT TO COME ACROSS AS AN ASSHOLE ,,, BUT I NEW WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT ,, WEATHER I BELIEVED OR NOT I WOULD WALK OUT OF THIS!!!!!!!!!

    YOU CAN DO IT TO ,, NEVER STOP ,,, NEVER GIVE UP,,, IT IS ALL THERE , YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND IT...

    I HAVE JUSY DONE IT WITH NOTHING ,, I HAVE NOTHING ,, I GOT CLEAN AND SHIT JUST CHANGES...
    GO FIGURE AY ... THE LIGHT IS THERE ,,, ATM MELS BE THE LIGHT AND CHARLIECAT BE THE LIGHT
    AMD ANYONE TRYING ARE THE LIGHTS WE NEED TO ORBIT AROUND!!!!!

    my heads just spinning ,, we can accomplish so much with so little , believe ME....

    My name is ANDREW and I used to be a heroin addict......... YAY......

    There is so much I want to say but I just can't put it in to words at the moment,, dam now my eye are all
    wet and stuff....

    So many I want to talk to right now ......I think time is on my side now and I will talk to everyone and anyone about this ,, I NEED to help more then ever!!!!!!

    I will be back tomorrow to post and read like never before ,, I thank you all and love each and everyone of you out there ,, never stop the fight ,, YOU CAN WIN.......

Comments

  1. Kitts
    Woo Hoo! Great news Andy!! :):):):) Well done mate. I knew you could do it. :crazy
  2. marathonmel7
    So happy to hear from you! Congratulations dear! You've made it! Now just keep moving forward! I will send you a direct message with my phone number. I can't make international calls but I'm pretty sure I can receive them.

    Was so worried about you! So happy you're doing better! Love and hugs to you my friend! Keep up the good work and never look back!
  3. Jungledog
    Andy, I am incredibly proud of you!!! Keep moving forward and leave the drug in the past!! Love to you!!
  4. lostlygirl
    Congrats!!! That's the best news I have heard all day!! (actually ALL THIS YEAR!!)
  5. nikdqueex
    Such a relief to hear from you Andy. Keep your chin up mate! :D
  6. Golddust Woman
    Hi Andy,
    So glad to hear from you and congratulations are in order. You did it!!! WooHoo!!! You deserve the best. Glad the check is almost here for you. Get some kool stuff. You deserve it.

    Your friend, GDW
  7. Hando
    Happy birthday brother.
  8. SoozyQ
    Too cool :) The best news. No turning back Andrew.

    Happy birthday xxxxxxxxx
  9. marathonmel7
    Talked to Andy today everyone. He's doing really well. It was so nice to hear his voice. I'm so proud of him. He's got over two weeks clean and he got his check and is living somewhere, not his car anymore. It was really nice to connect with him so I just wanted to pass along the information that he's ok. He can update his thread and let you all know details. I will keep our conversation private though.
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