Hi marathonme thanks for the response!
Ive read your thread couple times checkin on you but nevwr got to say anything but im glad we are talking right now, its weird but it kind of makes me less stressed to know you are going through the same sickness i am and we will get it through together! Im sorry to hear you have to go to work sick. Ive done that plenty of times and its defiantly not fun. Ive never been homeless and always been working and lived out ofy parents housr so this is all new to me,
Well if they treat me in the hospital wont i have hospital bills to pay after? I remember i got in a car accident and fractured my t1 spine and they made me pay a lot of money for being in the hospital even though it wasnt my fault. As for my family ive tried to call them but they never answered or responded tome so i feel like if i went there to see them face to face i would just bother them and itll hurt me way too much to go there and see them pushing me away and kicking me out again. I dont kknow how i would handle that.
On the side note ive smoked a little bit today, as my dealer felt bad for me again. Its so ironic that hes helping me yet prolonging my sickness but i juat dont know how to handle this and to cope with it. I keep screwing up.
And anothet side note, i got jumped today by bunch of random guys trying to steal my money and stuff but i didnt have anything so i just got jumped and beat up for nothibg. I have a bloody nose and the side of my head is throbbing.
I really hope things get better for you marathon. We will make it and see the light one day, just got to do it together. Ill always be here for you as well and hope we always keep in touch. Im sorry if ive missed anything but im still always using my crappy phone so its hard to go back and read everything and come back to respond. Luckily they didnt take my phone cus my phone is so crappy and broken screen anyway,
Anyways i hope everyone is doing okay and keep in touch df! Ill always be here cus its all i got haha..
I also know of a church but its right by my moms house so im kind of scared to go there but maybe i can find one close by and theyll help me. Thank you for that idea! And for the meetings im trying to find one close by as well since i have no energy to walk far