Thank you for being there for me. Im sorry if i dont get to respond to everything as im now using my broken phone sitting in a corner on the street cus now im kicked out. I really do love my family and it hurts to know they want nothing to do with me. And now my ex that i was head over heels for pretty much thinks the same way. Everyone i love is gone. Ive never been homeless. I know its the drug and not me but i cant stop thi.king that im a fuck up and lost everyone that i ever cared for because of my stupid addiction.
I am going to have to seek help like you said. Theres not many places around me and i have to walk everywhere now so i dont knoe what to do about that,but defiantly cant afford anything to do with money. I wish i didnt tell anyone. I thank you so much bud for supporting me. I am a mess and crying and i never cry so its nuts. I may just have met you but you truly are an amazing person already and glad to know i have you in my life.
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So i am sitting here really sick and sweating and look horrible and crying from everything that has happened and some guys just walked passed by me and i could hear him say ew that dude looks like hes drug sick and is trash. Ive never heard that from anyone before and it just hit me rock bottom as if it could get anymore worst. That was really rude but i couldnt help but feel like its true, so i just am still sitting here with my head doen trying to hide from everyone and not disgust them