Hey guys, so i tried to call my family and none of them answered or have responded yet but i also checked with 2 places to help me and one i needed medi cal which i dont have amy health insurance and they other had a huge wait list and some money was involved. I guess ill try some other places later.
I couldnt handle being horribly sick and depressed so i was able to smoke some h with my dealer cus he felt bad for me. How ironic. Im an hour since my last dose and now just sitting by the trees watching people enjoy their sober life. I really do want to be clean, and im sorry if my posts are just me failing and complaining. Just needed to vent.