Hi Tryhard thanks for caring
I have decided not to quit opiates just yet untill I am mentally stable. It just takes to much out of me.
I keep overly optomistically thinking that I dont have ptsd anymore then I get triggers and symptoms again but I am not abusing at the moment. I am giving the oxy a total break aswell even though I had some sleepless nights without it and find it hard to do stuff in the day. I just trying not to make my problems worse. I didnt come all this way for my brain to break on me and destroy all my hard work.