This morning happened something quite terrible- I had so severe pain in chestbone and back that I could not even get into sitting position in bed. The worst part, since I could not move and was alone at home, I could not even call ER, because my phone was right across the room and unreachable for me.I realised that I can do absolutely nothing and that I don' t want to die today.So I ended up crying in pain and falling asleep, because suddenly I felt extremely tired.
Here I am several hours later still sitting in my bed, but feeling better.And actually being affraid to try to go somewhere out.
This is just some scarry shit.
Yes, I shoot up yesterday and I should not have done it.
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I don't want to end it that way!